When Pregnancy Changes Everything (Sexually)
“Aaahh… nghhh… rik… oooh… ssshhhh… aaaaaaaarrrghhh…” Rian shrieked. I guessed he had just orgasmed.
“Uugh…” I blinked awake, clutching my pounding head, my body heavy as I glanced at the still-sleeping figure beside me, starting my day as usual by gazing at his face, my hand reaching for the bedside lamp drawer, and opening it.
I took out a camera and snapped a picture of him. Ah, he looked so, well, sexy. Returning the camera before he could snatch it, I whispered in his ear, “Rian, wake up!!”
He didn’t budge at all. I gently stroked his head, and he began to stir slowly.
“Rian, you have to go to the office and wake up.”
“Could you tell Papa I’m sick?” he asked with a hoarse voice, still keeping his eyes closed.
I pinched his nose. “You taught me to lie, huh?”
He smiled and opened his eyes, “I’m really lazy and want to continue our activities from last night.”
Oh my God, didn’t he know those words made my face flush?! “Don’t be childish, come on, get up quickly!!”
“Morning kiss,” he said, closing his eyes, aah… chuup… “Mmmhhh…”
Damn it, his hand held the back of my neck, stopping my intention for just a peck, his lips deliciously devoured mine, you know? His kisses were always intoxicating, but he didn’t give me any chance to breathe. I pounded his chest. Oh my God, did he want to kill me?
“Haaaah…” I forcefully broke the kiss, “Rian! Did you want to kill me, huh?” I yelled at the man who was still closing his eyes while taking a breath.
He gave me an innocent smile, and no… what time was it now? I frantically searched for my phone and immediately widened my eyes when I saw the time on the screen.
“Rian, wake up quickly! It’s already past six thirty!” I shouted panickedly, grabbing a towel robe, and as fast as lightning, I left the room. “If you’re not ready in ten minutes, I’ll hang you! Wear your suit that I’ve hung in front of the closet!!”
I sighed softly, looking at the files in front of me with reluctance. I didn’t feel well today, my body felt weak, and even during breakfast, my stomach felt uneasy. Was I sick? Oh come on… What could my husband do if I were sick?! Well, of course, I didn’t want to eat his mushy porridge when I was ill.
I had graduated from college two months ago, and now I was helping Mama work at her bridal boutique. Actually, I was also an editor at Papa’s company, but that could be done on the side.
“Rika, there’s someone who wants to see our latest designs. Can you show them?” Mama asked, and she looked like she was carrying a box of dress accessories.
“Of course, Mah,” I replied, getting up from my seat. I walked towards a couple who seemed to be getting married, cold sweat began to run down my nape, my breath felt heavy, and it seemed I was indeed sick.
“Good afternoon,” I greeted, bowing to the couple, “Would you like to see our latest designs? Please, let me show you,” I said kindly, leading them to a room where there were several mannequins wearing wedding dresses and some racks filled with gowns.
“Please take a look around,” I said again, “What kind of model are you looking for?”
“We want something simple, but sweet and luxurious,” said the woman.
“Ah, wait a moment,” I walked towards a rack, “Fit, can you help me push this rack?” I asked a girl who was sewing beads on a dress.
“Yes, just a moment,” the girl replied, then approached me.
Suddenly, I felt the world spinning, my balance was gone, “Ms. Rika!!!” I heard that shout before everything went dark.
“Uugh…” I felt my head throbbing.
“Darling…”
That voice, Rian’s voice, I blinked slowly and saw that face there, looking at me anxiously.
“What happened to me?” I asked softly, trying to sit up.
“You fainted earlier,” he replied, helping me sit up.
“Are you sick, Rika?” Mama asked.
“I don’t feel well…”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Wait… what are you doing here?” I asked Rian.
“Of course, looking at you, silly!! Who wouldn’t panic when they got a call saying you suddenly fainted?” he burst out.
“Ah… why did Mama call Rian?! I just fainted!!”
“Just fainted??” Rian glared at me, okay, that was an exaggeration, I just fainted, not had an accident or something.
“Come on, Rian… I’m thirsty,”
Yuli, one of the workers, quickly took a glass of water and gave it to me. I shook my head slightly, “I want ice water,” I whispered hoarsely.
Yuli quickly got me an ice water.
“Are you alright?” Rian asked after I drank, “I’m fine, Rian, you go back to the office,” “No, I’ll take you to the hospital first!!”
“No need, I’m fine, really,”
“Just go, Rik, your face looks pale,” Mama said.
“Or I’ll stay here and won’t go back to the office!” Rian threatened.
I sighed softly, “Fineee…” I replied reluctantly.
“How is she, Doctor?” Rian asked.
The doctor only smiled while sitting in his chair, “Mrs. Rika is just exhausted.”
“You hear that?! I’m fine, Rian!”
“And you should start taking care of your condition from now on, Miss, otherwise there could be bad possibilities,” the doctor added.
“What do you mean, Doctor?” Rian asked while I just looked confused.
The doctor held out an envelope. “Don’t work too hard and get more rest, you also shouldn’t be stressed, congratulations on your pregnancy.”
“…”
I was still silent, processing the doctor’s last sentence, Congratulations on your pregnancy? Did he mean, I’m pregnant?
“Rik, you’re pregnant!!” Rian exclaimed, bringing me back to reality.
“Three weeks!” the doctor replied with a smile.
“I-is that true?” I asked in disbelief.
Rian held my hand tightly, shaking it gently, “You’re pregnant, you’re pregnant, you’re pregnant, you’re pregnant,” he whispered repeatedly.
“In that envelope is the name of the doctor who will handle your wife later, Mr. Rian. Have regular check-ups and take good care of your wife.”
“Of course, Doctor. Thank you very much,” Rian held the doctor’s hand tightly as we were escorted out of the room by him.
“You’re welcome, sir.”
“Thank you, doctor,” Rian repeated.
“Yes…”
“Thank you very much.”
“Yes, yes, you should go home immediately and tell your family too,” “You’re right,” Rian replied, then walked away.
I just stared blankly at him. Was he that happy that he forgot I was still here, next to the doctor? Why did he just leave without taking me?
“Hey, my wife is pregnant,” he said happily to a woman who passed him.
“You know, my wife is pregnant,” he said to an old woman sitting in a wheelchair, being pushed by a girl. The old woman chuckled while congratulating him.
And so on, he said that to everyone he passed in the hospital corridor.
“Your husband looks very happy, Miss,” the doctor commented, looking strangely at Rian.
“I think he looks insane,” I replied, “Have the symptoms started to show, Doctor?”
“You want me to be honest?” the doctor replied sarcastically.
Four months had passed without me realizing it, my stomach was starting to grow, we had regular prenatal check-ups, and guess how Rian was acting?! He was like an old woman, forbidding me to do this and that, so annoying.
He forbade me from working at the boutique, oh come on, I was only four months pregnant, but he insisted on forbidding me to work and only allowed me to be an editor, and I had to do that at home, didn’t he know I was so boooored?
Besides that, he would call me every hour, and I had to report where I was going, not allowing me to go anywhere alone. Once, I went to the supermarket because I ran out of tissues, and you know what he did? A second after calling me, he immediately followed me to the supermarket where I was, he also asked one of the maids at Mama’s house to accompany me while Rian worked at the office, so childish, wasn’t it?
Not only that, now he often forced me to drink milk for pregnant women, even though it was chocolate flavored, because I hated milk, especially the white kind. In the morning, he would force me to do light exercise and force me to go swimming every week.
A little annoying, but I liked him that way, he always listened to the doctor’s advice seriously, and imagine how many books about pregnancy he bought for me? Of course not, it was for himself.
Because I only read occasionally, but he always read every detail and carried it out seriously, if you think about it, who was pregnant, me or him?
Those were his normal behaviors; what about his abnormal behaviors? You know, our room was now full of close-up photos of his face. If asked why, he would answer so that our child would be as handsome as him.
He also always sang every night before I went to sleep, so that our baby would recognize his Papa’s voice. Okay, I liked this one. He did have the most beautiful voice, in my opinion, but didn’t you think his self-confidence was too high?
“Uuuggh…” I covered my mouth, my stomach felt queasy, I pushed away Rian’s arm that was hugging me, and immediately got out of bed, running to the bathroom and throwing up there.
“Rik, are you alright?” Rian asked with a disheveled look, just woken up, he walked towards me, blinking his eyes.
I didn’t answer, then I felt a massage on my nape, but why did my stomach feel even more nauseous?!
“I’ll get some water for a moment,” he said, then left.
I rinsed my mouth with tap water, it felt better now, not long after, Rian came back with a glass of warm water, just as I took the glass from his hand, my stomach felt nauseous again, I walked out of the bathroom, throwing myself on the sofa, it felt better now, I sipped the warm water that Rian had brought.
“Feeling better?” Rian asked, walking towards me, he dropped down beside me.
I closed my mouth, gave the glass to Rian, and then got up from my seat.
I opened the bedroom window, feeling the cool breeze blowing. Why did I feel nauseous every time Rian was near me?
“I’m home!!”
I heard Rian’s shout from the direction of the door. I was cooking in the kitchen, and the man was walking towards me.
“Stop right there, Rian!! Don’t come near me, I feel nauseous when I’m near you!!”
Rian sighed with such a pitiful look, “It’s been over a week, Rik,” he sighed.
I scratched the back of my neck. “What else can I do? I always throw up when you’re near me.”
“Ah, whatever!” Rian snorted annoyedly, leaving the kitchen.
I just smiled awkwardly, Usually, Rian would immediately hug me when he came home from the office, but for some reason, this week my stomach had been constantly nauseous when he was near. Did my baby not like his Papa?
After dinner, Rian went straight into the bedroom, I did some work with my laptop in the living room.
Several messages came into my phone, and they were all from Rian. I was a little amused and also felt sorry for him.
He told me to drink milk via message, also told me to take vitamins via message, and you know what? It had been a week since he slept in my old room.
I was forced to tell him to move because I couldn’t sleep with him and didn’t have the heart to let him sleep on the sofa, but he still used the bathroom in our room.
I stretched my body, It was already night. What was that kid doing in the room? Probably playing games, well, it was time to chase that stupid pig away.
I opened the bedroom door and… empty? Where was he? I only saw his laptop on the bed. Was he in the bathroom? I approached the bathroom door silently, my hand was already raised to knock when I heard something from inside.
“Rika… oooh… uuugh…”
Blusssh… My face immediately felt hot hearing that, indeed, ever since I felt nauseous near him, he couldn’t touch me at all, let alone touch, just getting close made me nauseous, I pressed my ear to the door, eavesdropping for a moment wasn’t a problem, right?!
“Aaah… keep going, darling… uuugh… faster…”
I bit my lip. Rian must be pleasuring himself. There was a feeling of guilt that slipped into my heart.
“Aahh… Rik… oooh… ngghh…”
What was he imagining right now? Me taking his penis into my mouth? “Nghh… ooohh… aaahh… aaah…”
I kept listening, I didn’t know when my breath had become heavy, my lower part felt wet, without realizing it, I closed my eyes and fantasized along with his voice.
“Aaahh… nghhh… rik… oooh… ssshhhh… aaaaaaaarrrghhh…” Rian shrieked. I guessed he had just orgasmed.
For a moment, it was silent, then the sound of the shower being turned on was heard, I walked towards the bed and opened Rian’s laptop, my forehead furrowed when I saw that folder, no wonder, he had just watched an adult film, I turned off the device and put it on the table.
I was already asleep in bed when Rian came out of the bathroom. Somehow, seeing him shirtless with wet hair made my face feel hot. He took a shirt from the closet and put it on.
“Have you drunk your milk?” he asked. I nodded slightly, “Y-yes,” “Have you taken your vitamins?”
“Yes.”
“Now go to sleep,” he said gently, throwing his towel on the sofa, his bad habit.
“Mmm, you too.”
“Later, not sleepy yet,” Rian said before leaving the room.
I had been closing my eyes for an hour, but for some reason, I couldn’t sleep. The image of Rian, uh… pleasuring himself, made me feel guilty. I bit my lower lip while looking at my phone. Was he asleep yet? I really wanted to hear his voice, I stroked my stomach while sighing softly, What’s wrong with you, baby?
Finally, I decided to call him.
“Hello?” he answered on the first ring. He wasn’t asleep! “What’s wrong, Rik? Do you need something?”
I shook my head slightly, “N-no…” I replied when I realized he couldn’t see my head shaking.
“Then?”
“Rian,”
“Hmm?”
“Are you asleep?”
“Not yet, you?”
“I can’t sleep…”
“Do you want me to come there?” “My stomach will feel nauseous,” I heard him sigh softly, “Sorry…” I whispered.
“It’s alright, Rik, go to sleep now, it’s late,” “I still want to hear your voice,” I whispered softly.
“Me too,” he replied, also whispering.
For some reason, our whispered conversation felt more intimate, as if he were beside me. I pulled the blanket tighter while closing my eyes, “Rian…” I called.
“Hmm?”
“Hug me,” I whispered, burying my face in the pillow, a moment of silence, “I’m already hugging you.”
“Really? Why can’t I feel it?” I sighed again.
“Mmhh… can you feel my arm on your waist? I’m caressing every inch of your beautiful skin, my lips are gently brushing the fine hairs behind your ear, then moving to your beautiful lips.”
“Y-yes,” I said softly, beginning to close my eyes, the memory of our lovemaking in the car some time ago appeared clearly in my mind’s eye.
“Now my lips are moving down towards your neck, then my tongue is gently sweeping there, can you feel it, Rik?” Rian continued.
“Mmh… yes, Rian, it feels warm now,” I became increasingly impatient for what would happen next as my fingers began to caress my neck, following his fantasy.
“You smell good, Rik… it makes me want to bite your neck,” Rian whispered.
“Then bite me…” My fingers slowly flowed along my slender neck, occasionally stopping behind my ear before finally moving down towards my breasts.
“Ngh… you’re teasing me, huh?” he asked naughtily.
“You’re the one teasing me, Rian… hhh…” My breath began to get a little heavy.
I heard his breath also starting to catch, the same as mine, “Mmmh… I’m slowly sucking your neck…” Rian said.
“Aah… your tongue feels wet, Rian… uugh…” I squirmed, “Your neck is soft… let me kiss it, lift your face,” he ordered.
“Uuggh… Rian… ngghhh…” I moaned softly, continuing to squeeze the roundness of my breasts, which felt even more pleasurable.
“Can you help me take off my shirt?” he whispered gently.
“Yes… already,” I said naughtily, I imagined Rian naked, with his large penis already standing erect, ughh… it made me very aroused.
“Now it’s my turn to take off your clothes…” he whispered, “You’re wearing that pink negligee with lace, right?”
“Uh-huh,” I nodded.
“With cream-colored panties?” he asked again, full of curiosity.
“Uh-huh,” I nodded again.
“Now take everything off!” he ordered, and I did, “including your bra,” he added.
In a short time, my body was completely naked on the bed, and I lay limply, impatiently waiting for Rian’s next command.
“Now my lips are moving further down, down… and continuing to descend slowly until they reach the mounds of your breasts, while squeezing, I start to lick them, I alternately suck your red nipples, from the left… then to the right, continuing like that until I’m satisfied!” he whispered.
“Sshh… Rian… hhh…” I couldn’t help but imagine how my firm breasts were being sucked by Rian, and his strong hands were squeezing their soft roundness, unconsciously, I began to moan softly, clutching the sheet with one hand, then turning my body to reach for the bolster.
“Mmhh… your nipples are sweet, Rik… both are starting to harden and become pointy, their color is reddish-brown, small, long, and increasingly prominent… I keep sucking while also kissing the brown circles around them… mmmh…” Rian continued his fantasy.
“Oohh… Rian… sssh… aaaahh…” I began to squirm, continuing to squeeze my breasts while imagining as if it were indeed Rian doing those activities.
“Mmhh… mnnhh… aah… My penis is awake, Rik,” he said.
“Hhh… it seems it needs to be put back to sleep, doesn’t it?” I replied breathlessly, “I’ll stroke it gently, okay?!” I said, starting to imagine gently squeezing Rian’s manhood down there.
“Uuughh…. aahh… stroke it hard, Rik…” Rian moaned.
My hand moved down, in my mind, it was indeed Rian’s manhood I was imagining, but in reality, I was caressing my labia, until it became so wet and sticky, “Hmm… is it good, Rian?” I asked.
“Ssshh… suck it, Rik… don’t just stroke it!” he requested.
I nodded, “Yes, come here, let me kiss it, mmhh…” I really couldn’t resist anymore, with one hand still squeezing my breast, I continued to caress my womanhood with the other hand, not satisfied, I added by slipping one finger into the narrow valley there, it felt very wet and moist with love fluid, but it made it so pleasurable, especially when I found the small protrusion at the top that had emerged from its hiding place, I immediately rubbed it, making me moan softly a moment later.
“Lick it, Rik!” Rian requested again, I guessed he was also stroking his penis now, just like I was doing.
“Come here, let me lick it… mmmh…” I hissed, imagining the pleasure when Rian gently licked my labia, when in reality it was my index finger that I kept rotating on my small red flesh.
“Aaahh…” Rian groaned.
“Put it in, Rian… enghh… I want it…Oohhh… now!” I couldn’t continue my words.
“Yes, darling, me too,” Rian replied, “Spread your legs, I’m putting it in now… aaah…” he cried out.
“Ooohh…” I moaned softly, biting my lip, my body jolted slightly as if electrocuted when the tip of his index finger accidentally touched my G-spot. I continued to gently caress there, making my moans escape quite loudly.
“I’m moving it, okay?” Rian said quickly.
“Oooh… do it, Rian!” I whispered, lifting both my thighs to make it easier for my fingers to stroke my labia.
“Uughh… it’s good, Rik… aahh… aaahh…” Rian began to moan, I imagined him stroking his penis faster at the other end.
“Faster, Rian… aaah… nghhh… right there… uughh…” I moaned louder, I imagined my middle finger that entered the crevice of my vagina was Rian’s penis that was wildly thrusting there, but it still seemed too small, so I added another finger, now both my thighs were spread wider with two fingers plunging through the valley of my labia and gliding regularly back and forth, stroking my love cave that was already so wet and sticky with vaginal fluid.
“Oohh… aaahh… aaah…” Rian also moaned. I didn’t know what he was doing there, it seemed so pleasurable.
“Uuugghh… deeper, Rian… aaahh…” I requested, my moans becoming clearer, if only someone was standing behind the door and pressed their ear against it, they would surely hear those moans.
“Almost, Rik… ohhh… the pleasure of yours… ssshh… aah… aah…” Rian’s voice became increasingly hoarse.
“Aahh… I can’t stand it, Rian… aaah… ssshh…” So did I I felt the destination of lovemaking had appeared in my mind’s eye.
“Just a moment… oohh… ughh… ahh… ahh…” Rian sounded very tormented.
“Rian… uuughh…” I murmured his name with my hand moving faster, continuing to rub my love cave while my other hand kept squeezing the protrusion of my breast so lovingly.
“Aaahh… now, Rik… ssshh… aaaaaaaarrrggghhh…” Rian screamed.
“Aaaaaaarrghh…” I also groaned when I heard his long moan, same as me, he must have also come at the other end, his breath sounded ragged, for a moment, only the sound of our breathing could be heard, I was still closing my eyes, my blanket felt very wet down there.
“Rik…” he called in a whisper.
“Hmm?” I tried to open my eyes. “Thank you,” he said.
“You’re welcome, Rian, now sleep,” I smiled. “Hug me,” he said playfully.
“I’ve been hugging you all along,” I replied.
“I love you,” he whispered softly.
I began to fall asleep without turning off my phone. The sound of his breathing now sounded regular, his voice always made me feel comfortable, I love you too, Rian… I whispered in my heart.